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i haven't blogged for a while.  i've thought of blogging.  driving back home, my mind goes over what had happened through the day and other random thoughts and i decide i should blog!  this happens before i fall asleep too, while my mind shuts down.  i just haven't gotten around to it.  i think i wrote in my diary though.  i read somewhere that it takes your brain time to shut down after using the computer or watching tv because of the light and stuff, thus my choice of using my diary.  plus, i usually just write and write, confident that noone else will ever read my secrets.  at least, hopefully, while i'm still alive.  when i read back to things i've written in the past i always criticize myself.  i guess it helps - you can see how you've changed, grown, learned.  it's always good to see that you've learned from past mistakes.  this blog is sorta different, since i've been aware that it's public.  this post, i'm writing more like i write in my diary - random thoughts all getting spewed out - still held back though.  there are still thoughts i keep to myself.  sometimes i set posts to private, or write in filipino.  it depends.  in the end, though, i just write for myself.  just get it out, sometimes it helps me think things through.

i'm tired.  during winter break, i resolved to get more invovled in school activities.  i think i've gone more for quantity than quality though.  i guess i can just pick and choose later on.  i have a job now too!  then there's other aspects of my life that i have to try to balance (read: social aspects ~ friends, family, etc).  oh, and there's school work too.

you'd think i need time for myself.  i realize though, that everything i do is for myself.  i do need time to rest and eat, and i try to make sure i do that.  i still go to the gym, and get exercise.  still, everything i'm involved in and all that, it's because i want it to be that way.  i just have to make it work.

yey.  super random blog entry!  just kept switching thoughts and stuff.

this time change thing is weird -_-;;

maegan.march 8, 2009.20:58